You wouldn't believe to how much birthday partys I have attent these days. My grandma, my aunt, my brother...all their birthdays are coming up. And with the celebrating comes along a hole variety of temtations. Birthday cake, birthday dinners, sweets, booze.. horrible!
I hope I can make it through this hole birthday insanity.
I'm expected to eat and I don't want to. I feel like people are wanting me to eat that I stay beeing the "fat girl". Sometimes I whish I could escape this hole world of relashionships and family. I could do what I want a be thin, finally.
I have a new passion by the way. I bought a sewing machine and it is fantastic. I can't wait to sew myself a hole lot of stuff. I'm still learning but I love it. Yesterday I sewed a little cell phone purse. I had this cute fabric, white with little red flowers and the purse turned out really good. I'm so excited!
Eatingwise I'm doing okay. I decided to weigh myself only once a week and I'm making friday my weigh-in day. I'm thinking about doing a more strict plan, with a hole weeks intake preplanned. I'll let you know when I have it ready.
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Hi!.. just found ur blog, and i know wat it feels like to be thot of as the "fat" gurl. I used to be that fat girl and at only 6ft 4.5 inches I was 187 pounds,, but now im down to a steady 141, and once was 131 (but i still feel fat!)... I also want to be in the 120's or lower soooo bad..
AntwortenLöschenI guess im telling you all this, because, i've been there, and just want to say it's possible, and you'll get there... Nice blog btw... u from germany? I am now Verfolgen ur blog haha (i find this hilariouse because im from U.S)... Think Thin! :)
thank you so much for following my blog and thank you for your support. I hope that I'll reach the 120 pounds. I'm really sick of beeing that fat. And yes I am from Germany :)
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